Chapter 4
Chapter 4: Dangerous Attraction
The rain off the harbor did not fall so much as it drifted sideways, carrying the smell of wet asphalt and diesel exhaust from the Tremont Street buses. It clung to the brick facades of the South End, turning the old brownstones the color of wet liver.
Marcus Killian parked the heavy black SUV two blocks away because the meters near the clinic were choked with delivery vans. The walk was long enough for the damp chill to settle into his right collarbone. His shoulder was a stiff, quiet knot of heat beneath his Italian wool coat and the fine weave of his black cashmere sweater. Every three paces, the joint gave a small, dry click that felt like a warning.
He misjudged the third step of the narrow staircase leading down to Reeves Healing. The iron nosing was loose, catching the edge of his boot. He stumbled, his right hand shooting out to grab the rusted handrail. The sudden weight jarred through his scapula, a sharp, white needle of pain that made his jaw lock. He stood on the landing for three slow breaths, his teeth pressed together until he tasted the bitter copper of his own tongue.
"Watch the riser," Tanya said from behind the laminate counter. She didn't look up from her screen. She was chewing on the cap of a red plastic pen, her knuckles tapping an irregular rhythm against the side of a plastic cup. "The landlord says he's fixing it. He's been saying it since the winter of ninety-eight."
Marcus pulled the heavy door shut, the glass rattling in its wooden frame. The lobby was six feet wide and smelled of floor wax, damp wool, and the faint, sweet scent of eucalyptus oil that seemed to rise from the floorboards. An old man in a yellow slicker sat in the corner, his knees wide, a pair of wooden crutches leaning against his thigh. He was reading a crumpled sports section, his thumb leaving gray smudges on the margin.
"I have an appointment," Marcus said. He didn't take off his gloves.
"I know," Tanya said, finally looking up. Her eyes went from his leather boots to the wet wool of his coat, then back to the screen. "You're the three o'clock. Evie's running ten minutes behind. Donna Marie's knee was acting up after the storm."
Marcus checked his Rolex. It was three-oh-two. He felt the phone in his pocket buzz twice. That would be Voss. Or James Chen, asking if the range-of-motion metrics had been updated on the team portal. "I have a training call at four-thirty."
"Then you'll be late for it," Tanya said. She slid a clipboard across the counter. The wood was chipped at the corner, showing the pale pressboard underneath. "Sign the intake update. The insurance company changed the diagnostic codes again. They want to make sure your rotator cuff is still where it was last Tuesday."
"It's the same shoulder," Marcus said.
"Tell that to Blue Cross," she replied, her voice flat. "Use the blue pen. The black one leaks."
Marcus took the clipboard with his left hand. The paper was thin, copy-paper grade, and the questions were the same ones he had answered three times before. On a scale of one to ten, rate your limitation in performing daily tasks. He wrote a five, then crossed it out and wrote a three. If Voss saw a five on the portal, the press release about his "expected return to camp" would change.
The radiator in the corner clanked, three sharp metallic raps followed by a long, wet hiss. The old man in the yellow slicker folded his paper with a loud snap, cleared his throat, and looked at Marcus's boots.
"Nice leather," the old man said. "Must be hell in the salt."
Marcus didn't look at him. "They're sealed."
"Everything leaks eventually," the man said. He went back to the sports section.
The green cotton curtain at the back of the room slid open on its metal rings with a harsh, screeching rattle. Evie Reeves stood in the opening. Her green scrubs were faded at the knees, and she had a smudge of white chalk on her left hip from the exercise board. A few dark strands of hair had escaped her braid, hanging damply near her ear. She was holding a blue folder under her arm, her index finger tracing the plastic tab.
"Mr. Killian," she said. Her Boston accent was thicker when she was tired, the vowels flat and short. "Come on back."
Marcus stood, his boots making a wet squelch on the gray linoleum. He followed her down the narrow corridor. The clinic had four bays, each separated by the same heavy green canvas. In the third bay, a young girl with an ice pack strapped to her shoulder was throwing a yellow tennis ball against a brick wall, catching it with her left hand. The rhythmic thump-thump of the ball against the masonry vibrated through the floor.
"In here," Evie said, pointing to the last bay.
The treatment table was covered in clean white paper that looked like butcher's wrap. A single high window looked out on the alley behind Tremont Street. The glass was gray with grime, and a dead fly was trapped inside the translucent plastic cover of the fluorescent light overhead. It rattled every time the Tremont bus idled at the corner.
"Coat on the stool," Evie said. She was already at the sink, scrubbing her hands with orange soap. The smell of citrus and hot water filled the small bay. "Let's see the movement."
Marcus took off his coat, his left hand doing the work of pulling the sleeve off his right arm. He hung it on the wooden peg behind the curtain, then pulled the cashmere sweater over his head. The cotton of his grey t-shirt was cold against his chest. He sat on the edge of the table. The paper tore under his thighs with a loud, ragged rip.
"You're late," he said.
"I was helping Donna Marie into her cab," she said, drying her hands on a brown paper towel that she tossed into a wire basket. "Her arthritis gets bad when the barometer drops. She doesn't have a driver."
"I have a driver," Marcus said. "He's waiting on Tremont."
"Good for you," she said, stepping into the bay. She stood close to his right side. "Lie down. Let's do the scapular glide first."
Marcus lay back. His head hit the vinyl pillow with a small poof of escaping air. The paper crinkled under his shoulders. He hated the paper. It was cheap, it was noisy, and it made him feel like a piece of meat in a butcher's case.
Evie reached out and took his right wrist. Her fingers were warm and slightly rough, the skin at the tips calloused from years of manual work. She placed her left hand flat against his chest, just below his collarbone, her thumb tucking into the hollow of his shoulder joint to stabilize the scapula.
"Breathe out," she said.
He breathed. Her hand on his chest rose and fell. She was leaning over him, her face six inches from his. He could see the tiny, pale freckles across the bridge of her nose, and the faint blue vein that ran along her temple. She smelled of the orange soap and the rain.
"Your chest is tight," she murmured. Her fingers pressed deeper, finding the knot in his pectoralis minor. "You're guarding."
"It's cold in here," Marcus said.
"The heater's on."
"It's clanking."
"It does that," she said, her voice even. "Don't focus on the noise. Let the shoulder drop."
She began to rotate his arm outward. The movement was slow, deliberate, and small. Every few degrees, she paused, waiting for the resistance in the joint to give. The heat in his shoulder grew, a dull, heavy ache that radiated down to his elbow. Marcus kept his eyes on the dead fly in the light fixture.
"You're charging Chen three hundred an hour for this, aren't you?" Marcus said. He kept his voice flat, trying to regain some territory in the small bay. "He said you were cheap, but I know how these referrals work."
Evie stopped. She didn't drop his arm, but her fingers went still on his wrist. She looked down at him, her dark eyes narrowing. "I charge ninety-five dollars a session, Mr. Killian. The same rate I charge Donna Marie. The same rate I charge the high school kids who come in with torn ACLs."
"Chen said he paid a retainer."
"Chen paid for the scheduling block because he knew you'd be a pain in the ass about waiting," she said. She lowered his arm back to the table, her hands leaving his skin with a sudden coolness. "I don't take kickbacks from doctors, and I don't inflate my rates for captains. If you think I'm running a scam, you can find another therapist. There's a franchise clinic in Copley that has water features in the lobby. They'll charge you four hundred and let you believe whatever you want."
Marcus sat up. The paper under him tore again, a loud, ragged sound. "I didn't say it was a scam."
"You implied it," she said, picking up her bottle of cream. She didn't look at him as she wiped the cap with a clean towel. "You assume everyone in this city has a price because your father's friends probably do. I have a license to protect, and I have a clinic to keep open. I don't need your forty-million-dollar ego contaminating my space."
"My ego has nothing to do with it," Marcus said, his voice rising a fraction. "I have a team contract that says I'm public property. Every reporter in Boston is waiting to write that I'm finished. If I don't know who's on my payroll, I'm a target."
"I'm not on your payroll," Evie said. She stood by the curtain, her hand on the fabric. "I'm on your medical team. There's a difference. If you can't see that, you're going to have a very long recovery."
She didn't leave this time, though. She set the bottle down, her jaw tight, and pointed to the table. "Lie back down, Mr. Killian. I still have twenty minutes of manual therapy on your schedule, and you're not leaving until I get at least ten degrees of passive external rotation."
Marcus glared at her, but he lay back down. The paper crinkled under him like dry leaves.
She put a dollop of the cream on her fingers. It was cold when she pressed it into his shoulder, a sudden shock that made him flinch. She began to work her knuckles into the lateral border of his shoulder blade. The friction generated a dry, medicated heat that smelled of menthol and camphor.
"Relax the bicep," she said.
"It is relaxed."
"It's not. I can feel the tendon jumping under my thumb." She tapped the inside of his elbow. "Stop trying to help me."
"I'm not trying to help you."
"You are. You're trying to control the angle." She leaned her weight into her hands, her forearm pressing against his upper chest to hold him down.
The contact was heavy, solid, and entirely physical. Marcus could feel the warmth of her body through the thin grey cotton of his t-shirt. Her breath was shallow, puffing against the side of his neck. He looked at the ceiling. The Tremont Street train rumbled below, a deep, vibrating hum that made the metal frames of the tables rattle.
A sudden, sharp cramp seized Marcus's left calf. His foot twitched violently, his heel kicking the wooden frame of the table with a loud thwack.
"Damn it," he hissed, twisting his torso to reach his leg.
"Don't move," Evie said, her hand dropping to his hip to keep him flat. "You'll pull the shoulder."
"My leg," he grunted, his face contorting as the muscle in his calf bunched into a hard, painful knot. "It's cramping."
"Point your toes up," she ordered. "Toward your nose. Don't push down."
Marcus tried to pull his foot back, but the angle was awkward. His head bonked against the high wooden frame of the headrest. "Ah, hell."
"You're dehydrated," Evie said, her voice dropping its sharp edge for a second. She reached down and took his foot, her strong hand forcing his toes upward until the muscle in his calf slowly lengthened and released. "How much coffee did you have today?"
"Three," Marcus said. His throat was dry, and he knew his breath tasted of the stale, bitter double-espresso he had drunk in the car. He felt small, ridiculous, lying on a torn piece of paper with his calf cramping and his head throbbing.
"Water," she said, letting go of his foot. "It's a clear liquid. You should try it sometime."
"I drink water," he muttered, adjusting his head on the pillow.
"Clearly not enough." She wiped her hands on a towel. "Stay there. I'm going to get the ultrasound."
Before she could step out of the bay, the curtain rings screeched back.
Danny Kerr stood in the opening. He was wearing a gray fleece pullover with the Boston Athletic Medicine logo embroidered in blue on the chest, clean khakis, and a pair of soft, scuffed brown leather shoes. He was carrying a thick stack of manila folders, a red pen tucked behind his ear. He looked steady, relaxed, and entirely at home in the drafty clinic.
"Hey, Eve," Danny said. His voice was a gentle, unhurried Boston drawl. "Tanya said you were still back here."
Evie's face softened immediately. The tight line of her shoulders dropped, and she smiled—a real, easy smile that Marcus had not seen since he walked through the door.
"Danny," she said. "I thought you were in Copley today."
"Finished early," he said, stepping into the bay. He set the stack of folders on the small metal cart near the wall. "Brought the referral files for the high school clinic. The Miller kid's meniscus looks good. The surgeon cleared him for light skate next week."
"That's great," she said. "I was worried about his lateral stability."
"He's solid," Danny said. He looked at Marcus then, his brown eyes calm and untroubled by the black-clad figure on the table. "Killian. Didn't know you were treating here."
Marcus didn't answer immediately. He lay on the table, his chest bare, his skin red from the cream, feeling the cold air from the alley window draft across his ribs. The contrast between Danny's neat, comfortable presence and his own half-dressed, cramped state made his stomach turn.
"We're in the middle of a session," Marcus said. His voice was flat, the cultured New England accent hardening.
Danny didn't blink. He reached out and placed his hand on Evie's shoulder, a casual, familiar gesture that made Marcus's jaw click. "You look tired, Eve. You still got that tension in your neck?"
"It's just the rain," Evie said, but she didn't move away from his hand. "I'm fine."
"You're not fine," Danny said, his voice dropping to a softer tone. "You've been working ten-hour days since the storm. I told you I could take the Saturday block."
"I can handle it," she said.
Marcus's right hand gripped the edge of the treatment table, his knuckles turning white against the black vinyl. The sight of Danny's hand on her green scrubs, the easy way they spoke to each other, the safe, steady space Danny occupied in her life—it felt like a physical weight pressing on Marcus's ribs. He wanted to knock Danny's hand off her shoulder. He wanted to tell him to get out of the bay.
"Is this clinic a medical facility or a social club?" Marcus said. He sat up, the paper tearing loudly. "I'm paying for this time. I don't need Boston Athletic Medicine staff monitoring my session."
Evie turned on him, her eyes flashing with a sudden, sharp heat. "Mr. Killian, Danny is a referral partner and a colleague. He has every right to be in this clinic."
"He's not my therapist," Marcus said, his voice rising. "My contract has a strict confidentiality clause. If BAM wants to inspect my shoulder, they can do it through James Chen. Not through some guy dropping off mail."
Danny took his hand off Evie's shoulder, but he didn't step back. He looked at Marcus with a quiet, measuring gaze that felt like a direct insult. "Confidentiality is fine, Killian. But Evie's the one running herself ragged to fix your joint. You might want to remember that before you start quoting your contract."
"I don't need your advice on my contract," Marcus said. He stood up, his height giving him back some of the space he had lost. He was six-foot-two, his broad shoulders and scarred chest dark against the pale light from the window. "And I don't need you checking on my therapist."
"She's not just your therapist," Danny said, his voice remaining level, safe, and steady. He picked up his red pen, spinning it between his fingers. "She's been my friend for four years. And I don't like seeing her treated like she's on your payroll."
"Danny," Evie said, her voice warning.
"It's fine, Eve," Danny said, looking at her with a gentle nod. "I'll leave the files with Tanya. I'll see you Tuesday? For coffee?"
"Yeah," Evie said, her voice softening again. "Tuesday."
Danny gave Marcus one last, long look—not angry, just steady, like a man who knew exactly where he stood—and then he walked out, the curtain rings rattling behind him.
Marcus stood by the table, his chest rising and falling. His shoulder was burning, the heat of the menthol cream mixing with the sharp ache of the joint. He felt large, clumsy, and entirely wrong.
"You're rude," Evie said. She was standing by the sink, her back to him, her fingers gripping the edge of the stainless steel basin.
"He was interrupting," Marcus said.
"He was dropping off charts," she said, turning around. Her face was flushed, her dark eyes bright with anger. "And he's a friend. He helped me open this place when I didn't have enough money for the deposit on the tables. He doesn't treat me like I'm a servant."
"I don't treat you like a servant," Marcus said.
"You do," she said, stepping toward him. "You think because you're Marcus Killian, you can walk in here and dictate who I talk to, how I run my clinic, and what my time is worth. You're a patient here, Marcus. Nothing else. If you can't handle that, then go to Copley. Go back to your penthouse. Go back to Voss."
"Voss has nothing to do with this," Marcus said, his voice dropping.
"He does," she said. "You're terrified. You're terrified that if you're not the captain, if you're not the franchise, you're nothing. So you try to buy everything. You try to buy my time, my clinic, my loyalty. But you can't buy the shoulder, Marcus. It's broken. And it's going to stay broken until you stop fighting me."
Marcus looked at her. She was standing close, her small frame rigid with anger. Her breathing was fast, her green scrubs rising and falling. He could see the pulse in her neck beating rapidly.
He was wrong. He knew he was wrong. He had been petty, arrogant, and cruel to the guy from BAM. But the anger in his chest wasn't about the files or the contract. It was about the way the other man had touched her shoulder, the way her voice had changed when she spoke to him, the way Marcus had felt—completely excluded from the small, warm, working-class world she had built.
"I'm not fighting you," Marcus said, his voice low and rough.
"You are," she said.
She reached out and took his arm again. She didn't use the cream this time. She took his wrist with her right hand, her left fingers pressing deep into the back of his shoulder joint, stabilizing the scapula with a firm, unyielding pressure.
"Lie down," she said.
He didn't move. He stood there, looking down at her, his wrist trapped in her warm, strong grip. The silence in the bay was thick, heavy, and quiet, save for the clanking radiator and the distant sound of the rain against the glass.
"Marcus," she said. Her voice had lost its anger, turning into something softer, rougher, and more dangerous.
"My shoulder hurts," he said.
"I know," she said. "Lie down."
He lay back down, the paper crinkling under him like dry leaves. She leaned over him again, her hands returning to their positions on his body. Her fingers were steady, but her breath was warm and fast against his skin. Marcus closed his eyes, his left hand gripping the side of the table, his pulse drumming a slow, heavy rhythm that had nothing to do with the training camp or the contract.
The dead fly in the light fixture rattled once more as the bus pulled away from the corner.
Evie's fingers pressed into the subscapularis tendon, finding the restriction. Marcus winced, his body tensing, but he didn't pull away. He let her hold him down.
"Better," she murmured.
"It still hurts," he said.
"It's supposed to," she said. "It's healing."
They didn't talk after that. The session went on in the quiet, damp bay, the only sound the clank of the metal pipes and the slow, heavy rhythm of two people breathing in the small, warm space between them. When she finally lifted her hands, his skin felt cold where her fingers had been.
Marcus sat up slowly, his shoulder aching with a dull, clean soreness. He reached for his cashmere sweater, his fingers fumbling with the hem as he pulled it down over his ribs.
"Same time next week?" he asked, not looking at her.
Evie was wiping the table down, the spray bottle of blue disinfectant making a sharp, clean smell in the room. "Tuesday," she said. "Don't be late."
"I won't," Marcus said.
He took his coat and walked out, his boots quiet on the linoleum. Tanya didn't look up as he passed the desk, her red pen still tapping against the plastic cup. The rain was still falling on Tremont Street, gray and cold, but Marcus didn't feel the chill until he reached the corner.
*
The Tremont Street apartment was quiet when Marcus got back. He left his boots by the door, the leather still dark and wet from the rain. He sat on the minimalist gray sofa, his phone lying on the low marble table in front of him.
The screen lit up with a text from Voss.
Chen says the mobility metrics are late. What's the delay?
Marcus looked at the screen, his thumb tracing the scarred tissue of his right shoulder through the cashmere of his sweater. The muscle was still warm, the smell of the menthol cream still clinging to his skin. He didn't reply to the text. He picked up the glass of water he had left on the counter, drank it in three long, slow swallows, and looked out the window at the gray Boston skyline.
He had forty million dollars in guaranteed salary, a penthouse on the forty-second floor, and a name that every sports reporter in the city wrote in the headlines. But as he sat in the quiet, sterile room, all he could feel was the warm, dry pressure of Evie Reeves's thumb holding him down, and the dangerous, quiet certainty that he was going to go back on Tuesday.
*
In the small office at Reeves Healing, Evie sat at her desk, the blue folder of Marcus's chart open in front of her. She was cracking her knuckles, one by one, her eyes fixed on the neat, black ink of his signature on the intake form.
The office was cold, the heater having finally shut off after the clinic closed. The rain was drumming a steady, flat rhythm against the window.
She reached into her drawer, pulled out a bottle of aspirin, and swallowed two without water. Her own shoulder was a dull, familiar ache, a quiet throbbing that had been her constant companion for three years. She looked at her hands—strong, calloused, and slightly red from the scrub soap.
She had built this place to be safe. She had built it to be a sanctuary for people who didn't have anything else. But as she closed the blue folder, she felt the cold, hard weight of a different kind of fear.
Marcus Killian was a weapon of a man, from a world that had almost erased her once before. And his hands were the only ones she wanted on her skin.
She stood up, turned off the light, and pulled the door shut, the lock clicking home in the quiet clinic.
*
Marcus woke at three in the morning.
The penthouse was silent, the city below a quiet grid of orange and white lights. His shoulder was stiff again, the joint locking when he tried to turn onto his side. He sat on the edge of the bed, his bare feet flat against the cold hardwood floor.
He went to the kitchen, poured a finger of whiskey into a heavy crystal glass, and sat at the island. The ice clinked against the glass, a sharp, clean sound in the dark.
He thought about Danny Kerr. He thought about the easy way the other man had touched her, the way he had spoken her name. Eve. It was a short, simple word, but it had sounded like a claim.
Marcus's jaw tightened, his fingers pressing into his shoulder. He had spent his whole life proving he was the strongest, the fastest, the most disciplined. He had built an identity out of being untouchable. But as he drank the whiskey, the heat burning in his throat, he knew that the armor was cracking.
And he didn't want to fix it.
He wanted to see her. Tuesday was three days away.
He picked up his phone, opened the team portal, and looked at the injury report. The numbers were there—the range of motion, the strength metrics, the expected return date. They looked neat, official, and completely meaningless.
He deleted the tab and went to the window, the cold glass cooling his forehead as he pressed against it. The Charles River was a dark, winding ribbon below, reflecting the light of the bridge.
He was going to go back. Even if it broke him.
*
The Tuesday morning session was colder.
The rain had turned to sleet, the small pellets of ice rattling against the window of the clinic like gravel. Marcus arrived fifteen minutes early, his black wool coat damp at the shoulders.
Tanya didn't say anything when he walked in. She just slid the clipboard across the desk, her red pen already waiting.
"Sign," she said.
Marcus signed. He didn't look at his watch.
When Evie called him back, she looked tired. There were dark circles under her eyes, and her hair was in a loose bun, held together by a green plastic clip.
"Lie down," she said, her voice quiet.
He lay down. The paper crinkled.
She began the work, her hands warm against his cold skin. The silence between them was different today—not hostile, but heavy, filled with the unspoken weight of the three days they had spent apart.
"Your chest is looser," she said, her thumb pressing into his collarbone.
"I drank the water," Marcus said.
"Good," she murmured.
She rotated his arm outward, her face close. Marcus looked at her mouth, at the small, dry line on her lower lip. He felt the pull again, stronger this time, a heavy, silent gravity that made his breathing shallow.
"Evie," he said.
"Don't talk," she said, her fingers tightening on his wrist. "Keep the shoulder blade flat."
He didn't talk. He lay there, his pulse drumming against her thumb, and let her hold him down in the quiet, sleet-streaked bay.
*
The sleet was still falling when Marcus left.
He stood on the landing of the stairs, the cold wind cutting through his coat. His shoulder was loose, the pain gone for now, replaced by a clean, light soreness.
He looked down the street, at the brick facades of the South End. The SUV was waiting at the corner, its exhaust a white cloud in the cold air.
He was going to play in November. He was going to return to camp. He was going to be the captain again. But as he walked down the steps, his boot catching slightly on the worn tread, he knew that the game had already changed.
And the only victory was surrender.
*
In the clinic, Evie stood by the window, watching the black SUV pull away. Her shoulder was aching, the cold sleet making the old tear throb with a quiet, persistent heat.
She cracked her knuckles, the sound sharp in the quiet bay.
"He's early," Tanya said, walking in with a stack of clean towels. "The captain. He was sitting in the lobby at two-forty-five."
"He has a lot of time," Evie said.
"He has a lot of money," Tanya replied, setting the towels on the shelf. "There's a difference."
"I know," Evie said.
She turned back to the window, her hand resting against the cold glass. The ice was starting to coat the brick walls of the alley, turning the brownstones slick and gray.
"You're stiff today," Tanya said, looking at Evie's shoulder. "You want me to look at it?"
"It's fine," Evie said. "Just the weather."
"It's always the weather," Tanya said. She walked out, the curtain rings rattling.
Evie stood there for a long time, her forehead pressed against the cold pane, watching the sleet turn the city gray.
*
Marcus sat in the back of the SUV, the heater blowing warm air against his knees.
"Where to, Mr. Killian?" the driver asked.
"The complex," Marcus said.
He leaned his head back against the leather seat. The phone in his pocket buzzed. He didn't look at it. He closed his eyes, his shoulder relaxed, and let the driver take him back to the ice.
But all he could smell was the orange soap and the rain.
*
The athletic complex was bright, sterile, and smelled of ice and sweat.
Coach Voss was standing by the glass walls of the rink, a whistle hanging from his neck, his dark brows drawn together as he watched the scrimmage.
"Killian," Voss said as Marcus walked up. "Chen says the shoulder is at eighty percent."
"Seventy-five," Marcus said.
"Chen says eighty."
"Chen's not the therapist," Marcus said.
Voss turned his cold, gray eyes on Marcus. "We need the release by Friday, Marcus. The sponsors are asking."
"Friday's too early," Marcus said.
"It's not too early," Voss said. "It's the timeline."
Marcus looked at the ice, at the white scratches of the skates. "The timeline is wrong."
Voss's jaw tightened. "We don't change the timeline for a South End clinic, Marcus."
"We do if I'm not ready," Marcus said.
He walked away, leaving the coach standing by the glass. His shoulder was throbbing again, the stress of the ice making the joint go rigid. He went to the locker room, sat on the wooden bench, and looked at his skates.
He was the captain. But as he sat in the empty, cold room, he knew that the ice was just frozen water. And he was starting to melt.
*
Evie sat at her desk, the blue folder still open.
She had written the progress report for Chen. The metrics were there—the extension, the rotation, the strength. They were good. He was healing.
But she hadn't written about the cramp. She hadn't written about the way his body had felt against hers, the way his breath had tasted of espresso and fear, the way her hand had lingered on his ribs.
She took her red pen, drew a line through the last entry, and wrote: Patient showing consistent progress. Return to light activity expected in two weeks.
She closed the folder, her hand trembling slightly.
The sleet had stopped, replaced by a cold, gray mist that settled over the city like a shroud. She stood up, took her coat, and walked out, the door clicking shut behind her.
The alley was dark, the wet bricks reflecting the yellow light of the streetlamp. Evie walked to the station, her shoulder aching with every step, her head down against the wind.
She was a therapist. He was a patient.
But as she stepped onto the train, the red light of the doors closing reflecting in the dark glass, she knew that the line had already been crossed.
And there was no going back.
*
Marcus Killian lay in his bed, his right arm resting on a pillow.
The whiskey was gone, the glass empty on the nightstand. The penthouse was cold, the central air humming a steady, sterile song.
He looked at his hands in the dark. They were large, strong, and scarred from years of hockey. They were the hands of a champion.
But they felt empty.
He wanted to touch her. He wanted to trace the line of her collarbone, to feel the small pulse beating at the base of her neck. He wanted to know if her skin was as warm as her hands.
He turned his head, his shoulder clicking in the quiet room.
Tuesday was three days away.
And for the first time in his life, Marcus Killian was afraid of the ice.
*
Evie Reeves sat in her kitchen, a mug of black coffee between her hands.
Her mother was asleep in the next room, her breathing heavy and rattling. The radiator in the kitchen was quiet, the pipes cold.
Evie looked at her fingers. They were strong, warm, and knowing. They were the hands of a healer.
But they were shaking.
She had spent her whole life building a wall between herself and the world of wealth and entitlement. She had sworn she would never be erased again.
But Marcus Killian's pain was real. And it was starting to feel like her own.
She took a sip of the coffee. It was cold and bitter. She set the mug down, leaned her head back against the wall, and closed her eyes.
The Charles River wind was howling outside, a cold, empty sound that filled the quiet room.
And in the dark, Evie Reeves dreamed of the ice.
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