Chapter 1: The Ask

The thing about desperation is that it has a smell.

Remy Valdez knew this the way she knew most useful things—from watching her mother's face at the kitchen table after a double shift, that particular stillness that meant there was no room left in the budget and someone was going to pretend not to notice. She'd learned to recognize it in client meetings, when a brief came in heavy with rebrands and restarts, when the account lead laughed too fast. She could smell it on herself now, standing outside Declan Stone's office on a Thursday afternoon, her hand an inch from the door.

She knocked anyway.

"Come in."

Two words, measured, like he'd decided in advance how many syllables the afternoon deserved.

Remy pushed the door open.

The Brickell office in July was a war between the Miami heat trying to press through every glass wall and the air conditioning fighting it off at brutal efficiency. Declan's office was its own microclimate—cooler than the rest of the floor, the kind of cold that made people sit up straight. He was at his desk, a proof spread open in front of him, a pen in hand. He looked up but didn't set the pen down.

"Valdez."

"Stone." She stepped inside and shut the door behind her. The click felt louder than it should have. "Do you have five minutes?"

"I have three." He glanced back at the proof. "Sit down."

She didn't sit. She crossed the room instead and stopped at the far side of his desk, which put the entire mahogany surface between them and gave her exactly the sense of separation she needed to say what she'd come to say without her voice doing anything embarrassing.

She'd rehearsed this in the elevator. Context first, request second, logistics third. She'd decided on the phrasing in the bathroom two floors down where she'd stood at the sink and told her reflection: you are going to ask for one thing, you are going to be clear about what it is, and you are going to be fine. Her reflection had looked skeptical. She'd washed her hands anyway.

"I need a favor."

He looked up again. Really looked this time, not the distracted quarter-attention he gave most people. His eyes were pale—grey or something close to it—and they had the unnerving quality of seeing more than you wanted them to. Remy had spent eighteen months carefully not standing too close to this man. She'd gotten very good at it, which was its own kind of problem.

"A professional favor," she clarified. "Though it involves the weekend."

"Your weekends are your own."

"This one is complicated." She set her hands on the back of the chair across from him, not holding it, just grounding herself. "My brother's getting married. Saturday. Coral Gables."

"Congratulations to your brother."

"He's not the problem." She inhaled through her nose. The office smelled like his coffee and whatever it was he used on his skin—something minimal and expensive that she could never quite categorize and had therefore decided not to think about, a rule she'd just broken. "My ex is going to be there. Sebastian Ruiz."

The pen stopped moving.

Just for a second. Then it started again.

"I see," Declan said, which meant he saw entirely too much.

Sebastian Ruiz was the CMO of Bravado Creative, which meant he worked three floors above Remy's desk and had direct authority over the client budgets that funded her projects. He was also the man who'd spent nine months learning the inside of her mind and then used it to build his portfolio. Who had positioned her—in meetings, at industry events, in the quiet and devastating language of overlooked credit—as the executor of his brilliant vision. Not the origin of it.

She'd spent six months trying to forget she'd ever trusted him and four more months being professionally polite in a way that made her back teeth ache.

Saying Sebastian's name here, in this office, to this man, felt like setting something down.

"He'll be there with a date. I'll be there without one. My mother will have opinions. Sebastian will say something sideways about how I'm doing, and I'll want to respond, and I won't be able to, because I'll be standing there alone."

Declan's pen stilled completely.

"You want me to come to your brother's wedding."

"I want you to come to my brother's wedding and pretend, for approximately thirty-six hours, that you're my boyfriend." She kept her voice level. It was one of the skills she'd developed in the years of not letting Sebastian know when he'd gotten to her. "You'd need to be present Saturday evening and then Sunday morning for brunch. That's the full scope of it."

The silence had texture. Remy counted three seconds of it before Declan sat back in his chair—the first time she'd seen him adjust his posture in this office in a year and a half.

"Why me?" he asked.

Fair question. She'd gone through the mental list on the elevator up, organized by probability of yes and likelihood of complication. Marcus would have said yes and then made it weird for six months after. Stella would have laughed until she cried and then told her to just go alone and make Sebastian regret everything, which was great in theory and not what Remy's nervous system could currently manage.

She needed someone who wouldn't flinch.

Someone Sebastian couldn't touch. Someone with enough professional standing that Sebastian's specific brand of gentle condescension would land as what it was. Someone who understood what they were walking into without being told, because explaining the full history of nine months and a professional wound that still bled sometimes was not something she was going to do in an elevator.

She needed someone whose presence would say—without performance, without anything that could be revised later—she is not available to you. She has never been diminished by what you did.

"You don't flinch," she said.

He looked at her with an expression she couldn't fully read. "That's your criterion."

"That and you're plausible." She said it without inflection. "We work together. We're in the same industry. We're—" She gestured at the space between them. "Compatible on paper."

"Compatible on paper," he repeated.

"As a story. For thirty-six hours."

"Your ex knows I'm your boss."

"He knows you're the CCO. He doesn't know what we are to each other outside this building." She shrugged with one shoulder. "Neither does anyone else. That's what makes it workable."

Declan tapped the pen once against the proof. She watched his mouth—a bad habit she'd developed and tried repeatedly to break—the slight movement of it that meant he was thinking through something with actual consideration rather than dismissing it.

"What would you need from me?" he asked.

Her chest did something she ignored. "The basics. Hold my hand if Sebastian's near enough to notice. Use my name in conversation. Act like—" She paused. "Like I matter to you. Specifically. Not like a colleague."

"You do matter to me. Specifically."

The words landed flat and honest and she had no idea what to do with them, so she filed them under things to examine later and pressed on.

"I'll handle my family. You won't need to do much with my mother except survive her. My brother Diego is easy—he'll want to talk to you about the agency." She'd said easy but she meant not easy, very much not easy, my brother is a labor attorney who could extract a confession from a stone. She decided to let Declan discover this for himself. "There will be dinner at seven, dancing after, and then—" She hesitated. "There's an issue with the hotel."

"What kind of issue."

"When I booked, I booked a room. Singular. I wasn't expecting to need—" She cleared her throat. "There's one bed."

The quality of the silence changed.

"It's a king," she added. "I can sleep on top of the covers. You can have the blanket entirely. It won't—it's one night, and the brunch is at ten, so we'd be out by noon Sunday at the latest."

She'd thought about this part the most. She'd lain in her apartment the night before staring at the ceiling at one AM, going through every possible permutation of how the hotel room could go and what the professional aftermath would look like and whether she was prepared to manage it. She'd decided she was. She was good at managing things. She'd been managing things since she was twelve.

Declan looked at her for a long moment. The air conditioning hummed. The proof on his desk had several annotations in his handwriting—spare, precise, nothing wasted.

"This is a genuine request," he said. Not a question.

"I know it's a lot to ask."

"You didn't answer the question."

She met his eyes. "Yes. It's genuine."

He was quiet for another beat. Then he closed the proof—carefully, with the same deliberateness he brought to everything—and set the pen down beside it.

"You'd owe me," he said.

"I know."

"Not professionally. I mean you'd owe me an honest conversation. At some point. About what's actually happening with Sebastian and why it's this bad."

Remy's throat tightened. She'd expected conditions about availability, or a reminder that their positions made this complicated, or a flat no delivered with the economy of someone who'd learned long ago that no was a complete sentence.

She hadn't expected him to want something real.

"Okay," she said.

"Okay." He stood, which put him at full height. He extended his hand across the desk. "Send me the details. Dress code. Time I should pick you up."

She shook it.

His hand was warm and his grip was firm and neither of those things should have registered the way they did. She felt the warmth of it travel up her wrist somewhere she wasn't going to think about. She released quickly.

"Black tie optional. Seven o'clock ceremony. You'd pick me up at six fifteen." She paused. "Thank you."

"Don't thank me yet." He picked the pen back up. "You haven't survived your mother."

She was almost at the door when he spoke again.

"Valdez."

She turned.

"Wear the dark blue." He wasn't looking up from the proof. "Whatever it is you have in dark blue. It suits you."

She stood there for exactly half a second longer than she should have. She'd worn the dark navy wrap dress to the Harmon Bay pitch six months ago. He'd seen it once. She hadn't been aware that he'd—

She walked out and pulled the door shut and stood in the hallway.

The eighth floor went about its business around her. She stood in the middle of it and breathed.

This was a transaction. She'd identified a problem—Sebastian's presence at Diego's wedding, the specific damage it would do to her ability to be present for her brother's celebration—and she'd found a solution. Declan Stone was a solution. A contained, professionally bounded, thirty-six-hour solution.

She could manage this.

She touched the gold cross at her throat—the one her mother had pressed into her hand at twenty-two, para que recuerdes de dónde vienes—and started back toward her desk.

She did not think about the warmth of his handshake.

She thought about it for the rest of the afternoon.

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Declan sat in his office for a long moment after she left.

Then he picked up his phone and blocked Saturday evening through Sunday noon with the word unavailable, which told Patricia exactly nothing and would drive her slightly mad. He put the phone down.

He looked at the proof.

He'd been annotating it for thirty minutes before she knocked and had made twelve corrections, all of which were solid. He looked at them now and couldn't tell if any of them were right.

He put the pen down.

He had a file on Sebastian Ruiz in the back of his mind the way he kept files on everyone who had professional proximity to people he was responsible for. Most of those files were thin. The file on Ruiz was not thin.

He'd watched Ruiz work for two years before Remy joined the agency and had formed an opinion he'd kept professional and impersonal. Ruiz was good at the politics of the industry in a way that people who were primarily interested in the work never quite were. He moved through rooms with the awareness of someone tracking credit, tracking proximity to the accounts that mattered, tracking who was looking. He produced adequate work. He never produced extraordinary work, because extraordinary work required the willingness to be wrong about what it should be, and Ruiz was not willing to be wrong. Everything he touched was carefully safe. Competent and uninspired, which was the worst kind—safe enough that no one would question it, insufficient enough that nothing it touched quite lived.

Then Remy had joined the agency. Then the file had grown thicker.

Not through surveillance—he wasn't that man. But he paid attention to the work that landed on his desk, and he paid attention to who'd built it, and he was very good at reading the bones of a creative portfolio. He'd seen Ruiz's recent campaigns. He'd seen Remy's eye in the architecture of three of them, visible as a fingerprint if you knew what you were looking at—the use of negative space, the color decisions, the conceptual logic underneath the execution. He'd filed this away and done nothing with it because Remy hadn't come to him, and until she did it wasn't his intervention to make.

She'd come to him now. For something else entirely.

He'd known he was going to say yes before she finished asking. The knowledge had been so immediate and complete that the consideration afterward had the quality of review rather than decision. He'd thought about what it would cost—the weekend, the pretense, the proximity in an unstructured setting without the professional container holding everything in place—and he'd thought: fine. I'll manage it.

He'd managed harder things.

She'd said wear the dark blue in her expression for exactly half a second after he'd said it, which meant she'd heard something in it that she hadn't expected. He'd expected to have to explain it. She'd chosen not to make it anything, which told him exactly what he needed to know about how she operated: she received things and she held them and she decided later, in private, what to do with them.

Smart woman. It was one of his several problems.

He took the corner of the proof where there was nothing written and wrote, in small precise handwriting: pick up Remy — 6:15.

He looked at it.

He covered it with his thumb.

Saturday. Six-fifteen. A dark blue dress and a wedding and a single bed at the end of it, and eighteen months of careful professional distance that was about to be tested in exactly the ways he'd been avoiding.

He picked the pen back up and reread the proof. He'd annotated the third frame wrong, which hadn't happened in three years. He crossed it out. Wrote it again.

He thought about her hand in his when it had nothing to do with the pretense.

He thought: manage it.

He reached for his coffee, found it cold, drank it anyway.

At five-thirty, two floors below, Remy Valdez sat at her desk in the near-empty floor and looked at the Harmon Bay campaign on her screen—the brain coral palette, the visual system she'd built from two weeks of archive photography, the work that was entirely and unambiguously hers.

He knew this because he passed her light on the way to the elevator, the way he passed it most evenings, which was the kind of detail that told you something about yourself you might prefer not to know.

He kept walking.

She went home.

She took the navy wrap dress out of the closet and hung it on the back of the bathroom door.

She thought about all of it until midnight.

He thought about it longer.